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Daughters Of Mine 

Written in 2006 

Daughters Of Mine

Daughters of mine
There once was a day that you were born that you had put your full trust into me

Daughter of mine

There once was a time that you were so tiny that you would let me hold you all day

Daughter of mine

as much beauty as you show

you still in so many ways seem to have lost some of me along the way too

No matter how long I try to keep you in line

you seem to always find one step further to cross that line still

Daughter of mine

no matter what I will always love you

although I must say that I miss our closeness and your deep eye to eye gaze

of the time when you trusted me most

I don’t know what I have done to damage that if I did

or if it is just you growing older along your years still young of age

But the change in who you are in some sense has affected me

causing me tears and pain wishing it all were there again

When I could hold your entire fragile tiny body so delecate and young

holding you within my two hands keeping you safe and holding every piece of your beauty in my hands

Waiting so long to see you and watch you grow

seeing your delicate smooth soft beauty formed fresh out of the womb

having tears of happiness cry tears of joy

I only pray that one day it shall all return again

that we may be as happy as before

with as much trust as I seen in your eyes that day you were born

No matter how much turbulance we may come upon

you will always be

the daughter of mine

my daughter

my child

Dedicated to my 4 daughters

All my love

Katrina Amber-Renee

BrieAnna Elizabeth

Sarah Danielle

and

Jaimie Lynne

🙂 I love you girls!! 🙂

The Takeover Of Doom

   

    

You realize that when you come down face to face with believeing in two song that are gonna be songs that are gonna carry you forever cause they always make you feel yourself within when you hear them and your loved one but then he’s suddenly gone and you sew hand who your left with in life no one but you and your ghosts and the storylines that everyone claimed upon your own own life not your own storylines. Yet it was engraved that way somehow but not by you.
 

 

My Total Passions In Life

I’ve got determination built within my mind and I’m not after anything but to get my kids now my passions of life throughout my childhood have always been my talents since I was young my mom used to put me to bed with John Denver and the muppets every night  when I was a toddler and because of it he baca me my favorite artist

She knew when I was young that I had a love and inspiration for music immediately as it always soothed me  I do not like war or violence or having to attack but I’m not willing to end a fight for freedom, my life and my kids back

My passions in life go as hereby follows

1. My faith

2. music/song and writing

3.performance/acting/modeling

I will always continue to do it monastery if I gain what help I need or not I have no money, no job, no car, can not drive and have never been poplar and am not outreaching for popularity this is all about the closest things meant and done wronged to my heart and gone wrong and need help becoming right to fix my wounded spirit and hopefully regain my life raped from beneath me and my kids raped from my womb otherwise nothing more I just want freedom from the situation and control and abuse and peace within nothing more unless God has helpful ideas in store I am only a vocalist is all I nolonger remember my instruments I used to play and YESSSSSSS I TOTALLY LOVE doing my singing all the way but I will have to see what life delivers me I don’t know what tomorrow holds and my KIDS right now are NUMBER 1 first 

When An Angel Is Layden With Pain

My heart is thickened and heavy layden with the amount of pain outweighing it not beating very strong enough with the hope drowning within the tears shattered in pieces a piece for each soul I am protecting right now I give the shattered shar your very own piece for you to keep protect and grow just because it has broken in pain from off of my wing it has not died it still holds my storylines and faith and your will to go on and make it grow and prosper and provide this is who I am and who God created me nothing has ever changed who I am today and who I move forth to grow to better become in me wherever that ahead may be but when each piece of my tears that cry fall it is written with a name or hope when a piece of my wing breaks off it is so the feathers are dropped for the ones who I’ve been helping in hopes that they find their answer they seek and once they do the feather becomes their reward and their journey becoming their story for strength for them to grow stronger bigger and keep its okay don’t fret that feather is me walking with you all the way and I am not dieing just letting you go on by yourself just like God Angels aren’t only always helping only one but several to get up again from their fall they have taken and claimed from their own I’m here should you need me again don’t cry don’t fret I’m always near and my wing shall grow in stronger making me stronger again than what I am even than yet you can be strong too you and I both know that you can it just takes time, heart once mended from the pain you feel and focus and a lot of hard work but then you’ll make this task what it’s meant to be just have the faith and believe your okay trust in me as you always have Christ would not let you down when you’ve journied this far  but you have to believe he has a purpose it’s just not yet time to speak and see just trust and believe is we can do to see right now with the blessings he brings you and I are being tempted by works of evil around us everyday and this is part of the earthly game that’s played the truth and the blessing come from Christ you see not me I’m just the messenger here to help you be strong hold you firm,  train you when you’ve learned wrong and help to make you see just who I am so that you will trust and have faith and believe my words I give but your first is to stay firm in Christ, hold strong to faith and believe then in that time it’s then when Christ has seen your faithfulness that he will give you the answer you seek when he sees your commitment and self belief it’s then that he will pronounce your given answer my friend

Amen

Battle Cry

As tears form within the corner of my eyes

My heart with stains and holds all pain

My soul screams the inner torture left within

Sinking behind the sealed walls inside my physical body inside

Scars open and left within and outside me

Tears welding on the surface 

Dropping down my face

I can only take and trace so more

Wanting to run

My heart shattered holding on by one thread 

My souls trembling and showing almost nothing left

I’m giving up ready to cry till I have nothing left wither and die

This is my final battle cry

Just Do It- Make Dreams Real

This is about where I stand

This hit home in my hands and heart
Just Do It

For years my family kept ripping my dreams away from me each time I got close enough to succeed. They’d put a STOP and say NO. Well not anymore. Mom died and all she was leading help for me with died also. No I’m stuck as a single homeless mom who lives as a shut in in the only walls I see. This is about where I stand. I’ve made my attempt to a cry for a help. I’m gonna try to just go for it on my own and do this on my own. No more ripping my dreams away and being neglected and deprived by family or anyone else. This is living for me. Not for anyone else.  I’m working on making my own reality the only way I know how.