Prayer For Comfort- Remembering Linda Stoltzfoos’s Family And Friends

Lord cover all fear, misunderstandings and discomfort in your wings of light

Let there be hope where none may be seen

Ease our spirit of this horrible sadness of the pain we see admits the missing of Linda Stoltzfoos

I feel for her family and am in deep hopes of her return as I touches me in so many ways for I myself know an Amish family with that name as well and with so many loving children

I understand the loss of a child on so many levels from my own difficult and different situations in my life

I wholeheartedly feel pain may you ease that pain, discomfort, sadness may you bring peace to the deeper intimate feelings lingering there

May you bring close gatherings and support of leaning into each other for help to those hurting doing it safely in amongst the pandemic and riots and social distancing giving peace and comfort to those in need

May you restore any hearts that draw too near in relation to the story and family to pull themselves out of their deep wounds brining them inner peace instead

May you draw close to them and help to lead them to the acceptance of the trials amongst them right now and the acceptance of her disappearance right now to help them try to find comfort and prepare them for the unknown of your work and will whatever that my be

Linda would have wanted nothing more than for her family and friends to triumph in the Lord not in misunderstanding of her loss

Help each of us to draw most of all closer to you and be a voice for someone else’s need in honoring her memories

Ease this sadness pain God pull anyone out of the beginning of depressed states leading into depression let them see that though this is a very sorrowful situation that in you there is still bright light shining through and that it’s not the end as they may be feeling

In Jesus Name

I ask these requests of comfort and peace even within myself as well


Acceptance In Christ (The Root Of All Hatred And Indifferences Of Racism)

Acceptance In Christ (The Root Of All Hatred And Indifferences Of Racism)
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Good Evening Friend

Good evening friend my prayers go out to you in our current events your life and your friends lives matter just as anyone else or God never would have cared about any of us. Good evening friend my heart goes out to you.💕

A Soldier’s Dream

He chose a journey all his own

Journeying our to the deep unknown

A lost soul filled in fear for new comings and new beginnings

Silent and kept to himself

he stay until day break

and dawn rise

Until he learned to open up and trust

He never knew how to pray

He never knew how to trust until sorrows broke his paths and way

His weakness pulling him deep within

Until he began to pray he never knew trust and faith

He never knew his strength remained

Life stricken I prayed to him to see me through

Taking away all my sorrow and shame I prayed for the gift of strength to remain in grace

He knows not of the storm for he is the storm pulling us through what blocks our ways

He became our hiding place

For broken hearts that seek the good

They would not be broken seeking heaven

Had the world held their joy

Once lost souls

Made forever whole

Loosing the weak and gaining strength

Once walking a journey all his own

Dies with honor from nations everywhere unlisted by names

No longer lost

Found by honor

In God whom saves

Honor in services he had to train and learn

Faith he’d never known

Death that may have taken him so suddenly

In Faith he died believing and free

Serving God and country

Now looking down with these words of praise still as he would believe saying…

Do not stand over my grave and weep

I’m forever a part of history

I’m in your memories forever long

Be proud of me and praise Him who trained me in all I knew

Once bonded to fear and suffering soul

I was found and given honor in him above

Given my own freedoms

After I helped gain freedom for you

Don’t be sad for I am free and ecstatic like never before

Send praises of thanks up to him for me

This is beauty you can never imagine on your own

Don’t stand over my grave and weep

Be proud of me and happy for me

I know I am not there

I don’t sleep

I do not fear my restlessness I’ve released

I am the gentle autumn rain

Blowing across your face in the frail wind of the autumn’s breeze

Hush now friend

I may be silent now

But I am with you

morning,day and night

No need for sleep

Faith is what I need now

He who covers me within his wings

keeping me strong and safe

Do not stand over my grave and weep

Fill yourself with praise

I am free

I have been saved

Do not cry for I have not gone away

Do not walk away in sorrow

I have met a better tomorrow

For today is mine

Yesterday was my journey into faith

But now you need to see and believe

Do not stand there and cry

For even though I have left I have not died

I am forever free with He who saved me

Forever in eternity

I chose this journey

It was my story that I made

Go and tell of all my historic memories

Do not be in shame

It’s still me

I still remain the same

In your memories is now my faith journey

Honor me

Just as Christ and you are free

Realize I am now also free

Do not cry over me

I am your memories and your dreams

I have not died and forever live on a new life

I Said A Thousand Prayers For You Today

I said a thousand prayers for you today

with tears in m heart and eyes

I asked that you would be safe and remain alright

I asked that all your family be closely protected and supportive

that you see a gleem of hope begin to draw you pictures again

I recited all the memories I could

to help you spark a drifting light

Each memory recalled brining another smile upon my face

I said a thousand prayers for you today

each prayer being said one by one

I know my praying is still not yet done

each day I live

I shall continue to say a thousand and two more each day

I know Christ Jesus will find you a brand new pathway

Each hope that each memory I awake may awaken your memory again

My prayers will not end here even though this poem soon may end though

Awaken from this sleep your brain is in

It’s ok if not I will always remain next to you by your side.

It’s our chance to create a second life

Bring some heart into this and leave the first in the past

to build upon a second brand new chance in the present we are in now ahead

Cross the line and lets face this thing together and se what we can figure and peruse

Lets begin to build and create this brand new you

give this time

let yourself begin to shine again

It’s all about you

Broken And Forgotten Tears

Broken And Forgotten Tears

Given time it’s said it may return and all will be fine

in my heart I try to feel, see and believe

though I just don’t foresee it coming back to me

I fear this may be too real

for someone to one day know you inside and out and all the way around

yet then totally forget you as if you never were anything

others may not understand and may be okay with the new ways

Though for me this is too deep and too real to let go of for eternity

When one person means the world to me

yet has faded and drifted out of reality

I can not face or accept this

I can not make myself happy over this

I have given my entire life over this one person

I have spent every hour of everyday sharing writings and song with this person

to just sit back letting this person slip away and forget me as if I never even remained

I’d rather accept death than heartbreak an heartache

this rips my heart to pieces and tears me at it’s seams

I once shared everything with this person

they were my realities and my family

now they stare the unknown fear of strangers in my eyes

making black shadows form in my soul hidden in fear and tears fall from beneath my eyes.

I can not hide my fact of me sitting here beginning to cry

everything becoming erased and ripped from deep within every craves within me

feeling violated of all my secrets and personal things I entrusted within them as I once had

nothing left but a fearful blank stare making me sad and cry each broken tear.

broken and forgotten tears

left to flood any feelings still waiting to share once more that I may never see that day

This is the truth and the pain I can not face