Author Archives: J. Palmer

Sitting in the abyss of understanding an nothing

When your life seems uncontrollable and like it’s taken from you

A overwhelming silence of the unknown

Your heart pounding as blood pulse they the beating of your heart

Feeling like your in the middle of nowhere

That there’s no way out

You fall into the dark of the life you do not know

Depression takes hold

As the pain begins

This is overwhelming silence of the unknown

Confusion takes root

You begin a lost trail to nowhere and begin to fight harder to last and survive

This is the overwhelming silence of the unknown

Lost within the inside of my mind I cry waiting on time as life passes by

No stars in the midnight sky my love distant in the realm of unknown as I sit and cry alone

You’ve been there all my life

You’ve seen all my ups and downs

Experienced things you shouldn’t of had to

Yet you’ve remained by my side holding on

You’ve remained strong and not left me alone

and remained with me through it all walking with me to the end

Staying a pure and good close friends

Never leaving me alone you carry me as I fall

You pick me up when I’m too low

Keep your eyes always on me as we go

You walk with me as we stray

You’re everything I ever needed within my journey

Your my one true friend

Your the best

You’ve been there all my life

Through thick and thin and will still do it again

Where the river runs

The mockingbird follows

The hummingbird nests

The whippoorwill calls and sings a beautiful song

Where the river runs

The child follows

The baby cries as the native carries her in the fields

The fox frolic along the brush

As deer prance through the forest

Where the river runs

You begin with essence

You sleep with peace

You think with prosperity

You view with vision

To begin with me

You lit my life

You lifted me high

You raised me above levels unseen I could never imagine

You brought out the life in me

You believed in me in every way

You had the faith I could never find

You were my mom

You were my best friend

The girl no one else could ever replace

Your still as important to me as if you were here next to me today

Your still loved in every way

Your still thought highly of in everything I do

You are my everything of which has created me and made me become who I am and who I’m trying to become today

You are my hearts desire and my every smile

You are my mother

You look beyond the sight of me

Into the heart of me

Bringing out the best of me

I could never be what I was meant to be had I never met you who fulfills me and completes me mastering me in every way completely

You make me better in every way and complete me totally

When I can’t hold you in my arms;

I hold you in my arms I hold you in my heart

You hold a special spot within my soul

Forever making me whole

You burn like an ever lasting flame that I could never put out

Caring about you I always will

In my heart I will forever keep my feelings true

In my heart

I love you