When you feel so torn
There’s pain in your chest
You were always taught momma knows best
Life is good but you’re heartbroken inside
With each step you take you want to run and hide
The tiny crevice here
The deep hole within
Shame and discouragement creep in
Your soul so lifeless
Filled with pain
Sorrow thick in the air no room to breathe
Lethargic you lay in silence so loud
You can’t even focus yourself on your thoughts of here and now
An abandoned soul or lifeless pain
Is what you’ve become without a name
Forgotten and lost you stay somberly alone
That’s most likely going to be where you lay in your grave that final day
No one to share your happiness and heart
Alone in silence
Even on the day you depart
The only one who will sit by your side that final hour and more is the man who made you and opened the door
Jesus who died alone as well hung on the cross to take sin from all
Sitting at the right hand of the father above the son in name faithfully praised he prays
I rest my head Lord and pray this pain be taken from me as a burden of shame it’s becoming my new everyday
Loneliness boiling my soul within
Fallen Angel
Angel cast out of heaven
Torment of a suffering soul
List soul becoming dead
Yet alive
As a door slams shut keeping you inside
Father God
Take this burden
Take this pain
Take all the holes that deform me
Within your grasp
I can not go on in this life like I am
Break this broken cycle
Making me whole
I can not live this way in pain and suffering and anguish any more
The Fallen Angel is what I’ve become
Unsettled, a burden in this broken land
