You fill the emptiness I feel in my life
Yet you run and hide
I know you’re scared
So am I
I am not myself without you
I don’t know how to express how I feel
But without you I’m not me
The things that happened hurt me as well
Not only you alone
They tell me to turn it all over to God alone
Turning over what I do not know feelings for
God knows and I surrender all
I can’t hold what I can not grip and I can’t turn over what I can not claim
But I claim my love for you all around I wish you wouldn’t push it away to hide it only shuts me down inside
It makes me cry
The only outlet and strength I have left is my faith and strength in God
You mean the world to me
You are my everything
Without him and You I am as I have always felt nothing
Abandoned
No self esteem
You inspire me and make me grow in you I see hope and a future ahead in acceptance and safety
I want to bring out the best in me
You do!
I want to feel safe in you
I do!
I want to be close as we once were
To shine the beauty you see in me that I can not see
You completely protect me
