I was once young
One
Two
Three
They all adored me
Four
Five
Six
Seven
I was vibrant
Doing ballet
Swimming
And so much more
Then my young years vanished
I became a young adult
Always saying I’m not beautiful
I’m not worth anything
I’m just a disaster
A disappointment
Depression sunk in
I ask you why have you made me
My life was the lowest of times
I wanted away from who I was
Till you reminded me and told me
Remember I God created you from your inmost being In the life I’ve seen
I knew you before you were born
May be hard to believe
But inside I had your plan all worked out
The best that I saw for my daughter I created
For who you are
Why I ask why have I made you
Why don’t you see I created you out of love
My love is stronger than anything
You may most see your beauty or love yourself
But I knew things would be obstacles for you
Yet know through it all I have and will still be there
Remember that above all else I love you and eventually you will too- God
You made me imagine what I really could be
Because of all earth you went beyond and loved me
I look at me today
And when I question
Why have you made me
I look at myself and say
Because you are so much bigger than you see
That God me to be a blessing ahead of some’s dream
I say
I love you
I love your beauty
Remember to him you are beautiful
That’s all that matters
It doesn’t matter what others see
It’s the beauty within that was the gift God gave me
Stronger than any fear or disapproval I see
Love never fails
God never abandon’s us and loves us more than anything
Now I see me as an adult and say darn girl look at that beauty
God has made the best in me
Then he says my child I’ve never walked away
I told you always you were beautiful and I knew your story long ago when I created you
You are who I see
I will never walk away
I’ve always told you not to fear
I am with you all the way
Push away that doubt for my promises always find the broken hearts and wounded spirit
Taking all your pain within my plan
Creating a beautiful women you now see
Yea it took a while but remember I’ve always told you in my eyes you were beautiful
Just as I had made you
I’ll never let you down
Share who you are
Go shine amongst the world
Share the beautiful knowledge
your very own beauty
Give someone else life
Letting them see just what I have taught you
What promises I’ve made to you
Let them see and share in that beauty-God
Then tears weld in my eyes
I realize there’s so much more like me
My heart breaks for I don’t deserve what this man Jesus has given me
Yet he has and I honor in all ways I can
My messed up life can be the saving of life for someone else like me
That’s when I surrender
When I turn to God and say…
God send me
I remember you once told me
I’ll take care of you walking with you all the way
You’ll one day see what I see the beauty within you
How beautiful you my child are
I’m beautiful because
He forever loved me
I am what he saw in me
In plans for me
I can be the seed for you
God can be your light
if you surrender to him
releasing the chains that bind you to the world
Open his gates and trust in him
He is God of all
He wants only the best in you and me
Open up to God’s full beauty
