I’m Not Leaving You Behind I Know Your Heart💜

I’m not leaving you behind I know your Heart 

I know your soul I know your words since 

high school remember the first time met an Angel and a wolf  dreading to take his life 

Yet we met eye to eye and I said NO you’re too good for that here’s the key to my heart take that and I saved you that day as we met for the first time soul to soul and eye to eye I know that you are who you are My Wolfy and that Paul is just a sissy I know he’s NOT wolfy show them some how show them on your poetry please I’m not leaving you behind. Your always my wolfy show them your words🙏🏻🙏🏻💜 Purple Heart is wolfy. 

My Strength Within

You feel strong within

You see strength within the outside

Yet within side you yourself you tremble

Your heart races bad

with panic and fear

Yet you’ve taught us not to fear

And I have listened and always followed you

Knowing you’ve always been there

My strength is strong

My heart is true

Yet my exhaustion and stress is fallen

And panic struck in stress

I’m overwhelmed and on edge

Right now stress, panic and fear

Have got hold of me

Yet I still hear you saying

do not fear my child

Majestic Work You Can’t Describe

In the calmness of the storms 

You ease my soul 

Taking away my fears 

You shallow me with the comforting sound of the rain 

You always tell me I am yours and I am protected

Your blessings over shower me even when all is going wrong and I have nothing 

You always protect and provide with your promises 

You are life itself

Life eternal everlasting 

Beauty in itself 

Majestic work you can’t describe 

You are awesome 

You’re worthy of all glory and all praises 

Thank you for creating me and continuing to

And thank you for being you

You are wonderful you

God’s Great Storm

The trees sway heavily in the rain

The wind howls like a lonesome wolf howling at the moon

The air grows bitterly cold

As the clouds cover over the sky

And darkness falls once more

The rain falling like you couldn’t dream or imagine 

Fast and heavily 

Flooding quickly begins 

Just when you had wanted to go outside 

God’s time is always first

He knows when the Sun will shine again

He says for now rest

As heavier rain Starts 

Then thunder rolls in and begins 

God’s great storm 

Is made by his creation 

Don’t Change Who or What You Are

I stand in awe of you 

To face another day 

Nothing is hidden in your presence 

Nothing is unseen by your eye 

The gentle whisper of the mornings kiss

The brisk sunshine breeze and fresh airs breath 

Nothing is uncomfortable 

Nothing is unmeasurable to you

You promised to protect me and watch me in everything I do

You formed beyond imagination 

Beyond any human creation

Within my mothers womb

You made me strong

You made me unbreakable

You made me a masterpiece of who I am becoming 

You won my heart and soul forever through eternity 

Your mastering my lock and key of the doorway into my legends of my story

Your building my character 

Of whom your never yet finished 

Your making me stronger more humble and honorable 

More than I’d ever had been able to see or imagined 

My brain yet just a seed out measuring you mastering mind

Your not finished with me yet

still so much you have to build on 

To make me who our really want me 

and have me where I’m meant to be

But throughout the suffering patients is the hardest key

I know that you have not left me 

for if you ever would though you wouldn’t 

You know I would surely die

Nothing is to unmeasurable 

Nothing is beyond you 

I love you 

All the glory goes beyond saying 

Your love is so incredible 

So majestic is your power beyond words or the world 

Thank you aren’t even words enough to cover beyond feelings 

Just keep being you

And keep building me to who and where I’m meant to be

I’m trying to be so patient as I amand always before 

I’m trying to wait and hold out for the next open door 

Don’t change who or what you are

I Won’t give up on you or me

I Desperately Miss You

Wrapped in your arms

my wings wrapped snuggly cocooned around you

your heart beat dances the right rhythm as I embrace you and wrap my wings in your care

it’s when I am on other assistance your heart beats off again

keeping your love safe in my embrace is my concern

letting go I do not want to do

loosing you would tear my own heart in two

I just want to hear you say I love you everyday and everynight

being without you I couldn’t see in my sight

blinded by the love we’ve shared for eighteen years

the bond of our souls we’ve shared by being soulmates

But angels have duties and can’t be around at all times

yet I can’t lie

i want to be

I miss you most when I’m not with you

im protecting others too though and not only you

but you know that but in all life and love I desperately miss you 😘

Darkness Of Nights Terrified/ Gods Promise of Remaining With Us In Suffering 

Terrified and alone in the darkness of the nights I feel when I try to sleep each night

although I know God is here with me and your snuggling me too just being held by both of you knowing I’m safe my fear still keeps me awake

when I do sleep having nightmares sometimes then crying cause I just want to be held in your arms and just be held away from this haunting nightmare of a life I have

my wings don’t shield my own fears only those of others I have been assigned my duty you are my love I feel everything you go through but when night falls fear sets in because you sleep and rest your heath and heart and my rest and sleep fails because of the fears of the nights and evil within and around that has taken over my life and surrounds me leaving me struggling and suffering

I feel God and you holding me tight in the night and know I am safe but once darkness falls it falls hard and most nights have become sleepless in fear

I want you so much more near

I want you here

I want me out of this slave house 😔

Yes I know God is here and protecting me even in my suffering he promised is he always would

But I’m terrified too high activity of Haunts and being alone here

I need you now I love you😖😇🙏🏻