It’s Christmas Eve alone
When I should be excited and happy about the coming of the birth of a son Jesus Christ and Christmas we celebrate
I sit here alone just me and my tree I know I’m not the only one
Yet with my kids gone Christmas isn’t so much fun and I have nothing but me and my tree alone on Christmas Eve
I should be happy and extatic and feeling amazing
However I’m down and blue missing my kids
Having no Christmas second year in a row and just not even caring just feeling alone with me and my tree
What a memorable holiday
Lord please bring my kids back to me
Make a miracle so I can be mom again and not just me that dad still treats as a kid at age 39
I’m down and alone with just me and my tree not looking into Christmas holiday this year yes I know I should be
But it’s just nothing without my children my only caring family
So it’s Christmas Eve alone with just me and my tree
