Life’s Black Jack Twenty-one Ten

Living life lost

Refraining from the rating tears

Trying to stay strong

While life only crumbles around your feet for way too long

Not a drinker of beer 

Or into anything of substance or shame

Just try to hold together strong to be brave and survive the way I can

Not easy by any means

Although you may always see me smile tears flow more than I ask for too

Life isn’t easy I’m not here to complain 

I’m not here to brag that I have nothing to brag about anyhow 

Im here to fight to live right and pull what tricks I can out of life just to manage to survive and fight

Something I never asked for not an ally I chose

A life I was handed in life’s hand of twenty one ten black jack check again

I don’t know the winning path

I don’t know the outcome 

I don’t even know answers

But I’m doing best I can 

Just fight and survive