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Daughters Of Mine 


Written in 2006 

Daughters Of Mine

Daughters of mine
There once was a day that you were born that you had put your full trust into me

Daughter of mine

There once was a time that you were so tiny that you would let me hold you all day

Daughter of mine

as much beauty as you show

you still in so many ways seem to have lost some of me along the way too

No matter how long I try to keep you in line

you seem to always find one step further to cross that line still

Daughter of mine

no matter what I will always love you

although I must say that I miss our closeness and your deep eye to eye gaze

of the time when you trusted me most

I don’t know what I have done to damage that if I did

or if it is just you growing older along your years still young of age

But the change in who you are in some sense has affected me

causing me tears and pain wishing it all were there again

When I could hold your entire fragile tiny body so delecate and young

holding you within my two hands keeping you safe and holding every piece of your beauty in my hands

Waiting so long to see you and watch you grow

seeing your delicate smooth soft beauty formed fresh out of the womb

having tears of happiness cry tears of joy

I only pray that one day it shall all return again

that we may be as happy as before

with as much trust as I seen in your eyes that day you were born

No matter how much turbulance we may come upon

you will always be

the daughter of mine

my daughter

my child

Dedicated to my 4 daughters

All my love

Katrina Amber-Renee

BrieAnna Elizabeth

Sarah Danielle

and

Jaimie Lynne

🙂 I love you girls!! 🙂

 
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Posted by on February 16, 2016 in Poetry

 
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The Takeover Of Doom


   

    

You realize that when you come down face to face with believeing in two song that are gonna be songs that are gonna carry you forever cause they always make you feel yourself within when you hear them and your loved one but then he’s suddenly gone and you sew hand who your left with in life no one but you and your ghosts and the storylines that everyone claimed upon your own own life not your own storylines. Yet it was engraved that way somehow but not by you.
 

 

 
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Posted by on February 16, 2016 in Poetry

 
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My Total Passions In Life


I’ve got determination built within my mind and I’m not after anything but to get my kids now my passions of life throughout my childhood have always been my talents since I was young my mom used to put me to bed with John Denver and the muppets every night  when I was a toddler and because of it he baca me my favorite artist

She knew when I was young that I had a love and inspiration for music immediately as it always soothed me  I do not like war or violence or having to attack but I’m not willing to end a fight for freedom, my life and my kids back

My passions in life go as hereby follows

1. My faith

2. music/song and writing

3.performance/acting/modeling

I will always continue to do it monastery if I gain what help I need or not I have no money, no job, no car, can not drive and have never been poplar and am not outreaching for popularity this is all about the closest things meant and done wronged to my heart and gone wrong and need help becoming right to fix my wounded spirit and hopefully regain my life raped from beneath me and my kids raped from my womb otherwise nothing more I just want freedom from the situation and control and abuse and peace within nothing more unless God has helpful ideas in store I am only a vocalist is all I nolonger remember my instruments I used to play and YESSSSSSS I TOTALLY LOVE doing my singing all the way but I will have to see what life delivers me I don’t know what tomorrow holds and my KIDS right now are NUMBER 1 first 

 
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Posted by on February 8, 2016 in Poetry

 
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Projects, What It Is About


I don’t know when or how or whatever’s of yet but it’s determination my mom stuck within me. 

   
   

 
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Posted by on February 8, 2016 in Poetry

 

Enlightened Heart


I heard it spoke to you lastnight got maybe a little bit of some interesting somehow insights 

I told you have faith believe in what you know and believe in your heart is right 

Christ is listening and JUDGE of you not this world 

I liked the difference in change in the tones of carryover with one another in witness and love and not anger and dismay and destruction of the two brief seconds I got in you I am well pleased nice job in the end you shall each be voice for that of only the world as long as you shall each stay faithfully whole heartedly focused in God as much as you try to with your jobs as well

I believe it may bring out more love not only with your issues but with those of the people of the world itself as well

For when we are voice out in front of the pedestal of all around us we also are the example and the spark for all of them to follow in our steps 

 
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Posted by on February 7, 2016 in Poetry

 
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When An Angel Is Layden With Pain


My heart is thickened and heavy layden with the amount of pain outweighing it not beating very strong enough with the hope drowning within the tears shattered in pieces a piece for each soul I am protecting right now I give the shattered shar your very own piece for you to keep protect and grow just because it has broken in pain from off of my wing it has not died it still holds my storylines and faith and your will to go on and make it grow and prosper and provide this is who I am and who God created me nothing has ever changed who I am today and who I move forth to grow to better become in me wherever that ahead may be but when each piece of my tears that cry fall it is written with a name or hope when a piece of my wing breaks off it is so the feathers are dropped for the ones who I’ve been helping in hopes that they find their answer they seek and once they do the feather becomes their reward and their journey becoming their story for strength for them to grow stronger bigger and keep its okay don’t fret that feather is me walking with you all the way and I am not dieing just letting you go on by yourself just like God Angels aren’t only always helping only one but several to get up again from their fall they have taken and claimed from their own I’m here should you need me again don’t cry don’t fret I’m always near and my wing shall grow in stronger making me stronger again than what I am even than yet you can be strong too you and I both know that you can it just takes time, heart once mended from the pain you feel and focus and a lot of hard work but then you’ll make this task what it’s meant to be just have the faith and believe your okay trust in me as you always have Christ would not let you down when you’ve journied this far  but you have to believe he has a purpose it’s just not yet time to speak and see just trust and believe is we can do to see right now with the blessings he brings you and I are being tempted by works of evil around us everyday and this is part of the earthly game that’s played the truth and the blessing come from Christ you see not me I’m just the messenger here to help you be strong hold you firm,  train you when you’ve learned wrong and help to make you see just who I am so that you will trust and have faith and believe my words I give but your first is to stay firm in Christ, hold strong to faith and believe then in that time it’s then when Christ has seen your faithfulness that he will give you the answer you seek when he sees your commitment and self belief it’s then that he will pronounce your given answer my friend

Amen

 
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Posted by on February 7, 2016 in Poetry

 

The Covenant Of The Bound Spirit 


  Bound in spirit they chose themselves an angel and a wolf to walk along together till the day of eternity united in love from the day she saved him from death the very day that they had introduced and met. Spent hours that day and thru that night for her to come to his point of rescue and guide him and save him bringing him back from death to life

         It was then that he turned to see who was here in his distress and cared as no one had before and they looked each other in the eye as the angel smiled at the wolf and said shhh it is the Angel it is I hi

Still silent within his own spirit of neglect abuse and hurt himself and coming to not trust in anyone still shocked and unfamiliar that someone could really care about him enough he looked again to see for sure that she was real and she was still standing there

In amazement it was true this true eye beauty in white, purple and blue was real of form and still there true

So the wolf began to trample overwhelmed with fear because he could not understand how he had been chosen to be saved that day

Yet the Angel replied my wolf don’t cry your here because God chose you to be my very own guide as well for me to use your eyes to see more clearly because there are gifts that he gave to me which I understand and know but they don’t all work right because of flaws that are within me that was unknown

He questioned again but why me

The Angel then again replied for God know that answer dear wolf just trust in me have faith hold firm my hand and believe walk with me I will not lead you astray 

After he pondered it he realized there was nothing to loose there was nothing and no one on his life holding him back and couldn’t deny her beauty 

He asked her if I trust in what you say today will you promise to remain with me or shall I be alone once again 

The Angel knowing in her heart he’s was asking her to stay and remain forever knew that this would be a decision that would change her life for better and make her own issues within her wounded wings disappear and could make her higher even more with God as its really been a walk he had provided and gave 

However she also knew the evil of the world would not permit it easily and that the guardians set in place to be protective of the Angel would only hinder and stand in the way and this truly would be her walk and her walk alone for her to path and make to to truly be able to be with wolf for eternity

Taking him in a big gentle hug and tears in eyes she smiled at wolfy who he became know today and said yes of course knowing it would stop all the pain she’s been having to live and receive and live thru everyday 

On that day together the Angel and Wolfy saved each other and bonded in spirit for life to walk together forever and never leave one another’s side

When even away for just a short stray Angel hears Wolfy’s cries and same knows Wolfy if attack befalls the Angel

It was on that day that spiritually they promised each other true back to June twenty-third two thousand two and have lived by love to unbound each other’s pains for good not letting anything stop them and determined to live by this covenant they had made 

 
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Posted by on February 5, 2016 in Poetry

 
 
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