Drowning in the sea in a deep abyss
White caps and rough waves clashing around me
Reaching high trying to save myself from the whirlpools pulling in the currents beneath
Trying to tech a climb where I can maintain a balance of safety
Being continually sucked in where I don’t belong
Not trying to be where I am within this deep abyss sucking me down
Living on thin line in danger and chance
Where I have never chosen or faced heading that path
Being sucked deeper into deeper darker holes unable to escape the deep waters and rough seas sucking me down
Into rough treacherous waters and dark unknowns where fear runs my inner emotion over all emotions within reach and near
In the night shreaks and screams filling the air as torture can be heard drifting with the winds by my ear
Life overwhelming and has lost control
Water drops on my face that I can’t even tell if of the rough seas or my very own cried tears
I’m not the only one who will become hurt in this whirl ride
Yet I’m the only one doing the fight to try to hang on,hold fast,focus and survive
This is my roller coaster ride,deep abyss life ride
A ride I am on that I never chose to climb in and chance life on
One I became a piece of and can’t climb off or out
Not knowing answer of how
For now this is my torture
This is my hell
This is my life that is sucking me down in the sea of unknowns
Hurting more than just me in the chances ahead not where I have chosen the paths I am lead

Reblogged this on Angel Takes Flight.
Life gets tough and times get hard
And it’s hard to find the truth in all the lies
If you’re tired of wondering why you’re heart isn’t healing
And nothing feels like home cause you’re lost and alone
Just screaming at the sky
When you don’t know what to say
Just say Jesus
There is power in the name
The name of Jesus
If the words won’t come cause you’re too afraid to pray
Just say Jesus
Whisper it now, or shout it out
However it comes out, He hears your cry
Out of nowhere He will come
You gotta believe it
He will rescue you
Just call out to the way, the truth, the life
When you don’t know what to say
Just say Jesus
There is power in the name
The name of Jesus
If the words won’t come cause you’re too afraid to pray
There is just one name, strong enough to save
There is just one name
There is just one name
Jesus
When you don’t know what to say
Just say Jesus
There’s still power in the name
The name of Jesus
If the words won’t come cause you’re too afraid to pray
If the words won’t come and you don’t know what to say
Just say Jesus