Waiting on God to smile me away
Find me new life and bring me back to it again this day
Fear of never knowing driving me mad
While dreaming of him lying alone next to me in my bed doesn’t ease me still
To forever unite
I still question shall I honestly ever see as every man I truly ever loved gets torn away from me
I can’t drive to mingle and meet
Then the questions always why?
But I rely on God that he’ll find me yet my only walls is all my reality of life
A family
A great happy life
Be something great
Were all the dreams I had within me
Yet it’s only homelessness and these walls sourounding me now instead
Will I ever see tomorrow, be happy and forever unite
That question still locked in my files in my head remain true tonight
