Silence Is Not Me

Each day I awake

sunlight shining bright deep into my face

I lay in my bed alone thinking of you beside me day and night

Not knowing you not knowing hen you will be beside me

yet in the light I see I really ant you and me

I want to be free of this hell I live

I want you and me and to cherish very moment we’re meant to live

I have dreamt of this since I was age nine

I believe if you found me I believe it to be time

Staying alone in my bed fills my heart with somber sad mellow silence

it’s not what I want

I’m bubbly alive and all about play in everyway

I want to shout that you are mine I want to shout that I have someone protecting me

that I am alive in love and have earned and met the white dove

I want everyone to bless what w have

Not have myself shutting down staying silent about that I would have him and hide all that we’d have

I think each day how I wish I had you to cuddle

how I wish life were so much more

alone in my room with silence all around is all I face and see

silence is golden, but it’s not me

I want it all

I want the beauty

I want you

I want us or eternity

I want us to come home

I want to be free and happy

I want to live and experience what beauty could be

I don’t want silence in this hell

I don’t want to be alone each day

I want life

I want love

I want marriage and future

I want you and me

can you see that

can you see past my busy to see deep inside

the feelings I can not express to you

the feelings I need to hide away to be the person I want to be with you

Silence is not me

I love you

I believe that one day

one day we will see each other and be

you and me

Published by J. Palmer

Living under the wings of God and the angels around me keeping me going and safe. Sharing the love of Christ.

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