Each day I awake
sunlight shining bright deep into my face
I lay in my bed alone thinking of you beside me day and night
Not knowing you not knowing hen you will be beside me
yet in the light I see I really ant you and me
I want to be free of this hell I live
I want you and me and to cherish very moment we’re meant to live
I have dreamt of this since I was age nine
I believe if you found me I believe it to be time
Staying alone in my bed fills my heart with somber sad mellow silence
it’s not what I want
I’m bubbly alive and all about play in everyway
I want to shout that you are mine I want to shout that I have someone protecting me
that I am alive in love and have earned and met the white dove
I want everyone to bless what w have
Not have myself shutting down staying silent about that I would have him and hide all that we’d have
I think each day how I wish I had you to cuddle
how I wish life were so much more
alone in my room with silence all around is all I face and see
silence is golden, but it’s not me
I want it all
I want the beauty
I want you
I want us or eternity
I want us to come home
I want to be free and happy
I want to live and experience what beauty could be
I don’t want silence in this hell
I don’t want to be alone each day
I want life
I want love
I want marriage and future
I want you and me
can you see that
can you see past my busy to see deep inside
the feelings I can not express to you
the feelings I need to hide away to be the person I want to be with you
Silence is not me
I love you
I believe that one day
one day we will see each other and be
you and me
