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Silence Is Not Me


Each day I awake

sunlight shining bright deep into my face

I lay in my bed alone thinking of you beside me day and night

Not knowing you not knowing hen you will be beside me

yet in the light I see I really ant you and me

I want to be free of this hell I live

I want you and me and to cherish very moment we’re meant to live

I have dreamt of this since I was age nine

I believe if you found me I believe it to be time

Staying alone in my bed fills my heart with somber sad mellow silence

it’s not what I want

I’m bubbly alive and all about play in everyway

I want to shout that you are mine I want to shout that I have someone protecting me

that I am alive in love and have earned and met the white dove

I want everyone to bless what w have

Not have myself shutting down staying silent about that I would have him and hide all that we’d have

I think each day how I wish I had you to cuddle

how I wish life were so much more

alone in my room with silence all around is all I face and see

silence is golden, but it’s not me

I want it all

I want the beauty

I want you

I want us or eternity

I want us to come home

I want to be free and happy

I want to live and experience what beauty could be

I don’t want silence in this hell

I don’t want to be alone each day

I want life

I want love

I want marriage and future

I want you and me

can you see that

can you see past my busy to see deep inside

the feelings I can not express to you

the feelings I need to hide away to be the person I want to be with you

Silence is not me

I love you

I believe that one day

one day we will see each other and be

you and me

 
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Posted by on March 19, 2015 in Uncategorized

 

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Posted by on March 13, 2015 in Uncategorized

 

Life As An Emerengency Volunteer


The alarm sounded as people from everywhere scattered

one victim of random cardiac arrest fell to the ground

an on looker from across the way watched as everyone became such chaotic a scene

within seconds everyone was scrambling

hot glue oozing left dropt on a table

cash drawer left open to the register as everyone began

can you imagine

yup this is how it is

how it goes

happens so fast

life as an emergency volunteer

I’ve been there

 
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Posted by on March 11, 2015 in Uncategorized

 

Identity


http://ascintillaofthoughts.wordpress.com/2015/03/09/identity/
Identity

Be yourself.
Just let them shape you.
Be yourself.
Just let them mould you.
Be yourself.
Just let them show you the right way.
Be yourself. 18 more words

Life

A Scintilla of Thoughts

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Be yourself.
Just let them shape you.
Be yourself.
Just let them mould you.
Be yourself.
Just let them show you the right way.
Be yourself.
Just let them cut and destroy you

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Posted by on March 9, 2015 in Uncategorized

 


  I Love how his eyes gaze into mine as if he’s staring into a large open wide sky
The stars of intimate flame burn within his gaze yet he keeps silent so not to tell
However I feel and see his racing heart I feel the pounding fast beats
I see his heavy breathing and intimacy written in his eyes not at all a surprise
True love holds strong tales tieing two bonds as one lust becoming war, making love becoming forever one
two worlds once separate and of themselves met as soul mates thru fates door forever changing upon entry and becoming one forevermore
Not Lust, Not just sex, not one night stands mad to last all night tonight it’s making love,
becoming one putting meaning behind actions and names making one future bond for eternity and lifelong ends
New beginnings, New blessings a new life making and creating a whole new you
It’s not just sex its making love and adoring each other in every essence of way seeing each other from deep within and without to bring the best of the best from beneath each other out
forming a foundation of the outer heart to build upon the inner heart and plant upon it your true mark on love’s open door

I love the way he dreamily stares at me with just  slight smile as if to silently say you now I love you close your eyes and rest upon me I will keep you warm and safe
lay you head gently upon my chest and I will keep you warm have no fear I have shown you always in everyway I am here it’s ok now rest and stay calm I have given you all of me
It’s not about the sex it’s about the love the inner peace he brings and holds the entire way he sits by my sides it’s about the gentle feel he releases chemically as he just so subtle runs his fingers across my soft face
it’s about the bond you begin when you find that true one and find your one
your soulmate your beauty your sun it’s about when you make that choice together as two seperate human beings to together choose to become one

 
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Posted by on March 9, 2015 in Uncategorized

 

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Today Is Not My Day; Today Death Will Not Take Me


 Take this fear from my hand
Make this pain leave my mind and side
May the thought of Cancer leave my mind free and jubilated.

   Nothing is real until I have been told by my doctor at the office
Let this evil leave my side and the good fill me at me at my sides
I have no reasons to run, fear or hide today I shall not run away

   Fill me with all the good that stray by and by me each day and night.

   Do not let death find my way today is not my day
Let the angels stay at each corner and round me protecting me all the hours in an entire day/ evening/ sunrise
Today death will not take me
Today is not my day

 
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Posted by on March 9, 2015 in Uncategorized

 

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