Monthly Archives: February 2015

The Good Old Days Of The Nineteen Ninties

Remembering the good old days

when we could play in the streets

stay out till nine catching fireflies

hang outside under a tree

painting or drawing till evening day break

when you didn’t need parent’s at your side

you were trusted to open your front door and come in at nine

those were the good old days of fun and play

when Saturday morning cartoons were the best cartoons on

Times have changed so drastically since Ninteen-ninty nine

Now you have to keep the doors and windows locked and stay everywhere by your child’s side

You can’t stay outside playing in the streets like we did as kids.

Where’s the freedom and reality gone

from 1999-2015 it’s gone to the dogs

You always have to know what’s going on

kids are no longer free to live and and have fun as we did once

what happened to live long and prosper

trust and rely

a different age

a unknown new world we live and die

unfamiliar, not how we were raised brought up on

He-man, Shira, The beast master

Reading rainbow, and much more fun learning and interactive good shows

What’s life got now

My honest thought is a lot more trash

defiantly not Punky Brewster,


Care bears

or learning good morals health smart brain foods

and healthy meals

This time we live is such busy stress and no family time in so many families around the world

I miss the days of the nineteen nineties

Those alone were the good old days.

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Posted by on February 27, 2015 in Uncategorized


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Stop Bullying Me And My Family

I try to stay focused on positive thinking happy thoughts

yet watch my life wasting away

Night after night someone very sick or hurt

public places questioning me and threatening me like I’m mad, bad or crazy

When all I am doing is remaining the best single parent I can be

a mom of four, one not with me

I try each day to make ends meet and be sure the kids are always looking proper, nice and neat

yet each day I drop the kids at school to hear nothing but complaints of the staff and teachers are bullying me and don’t believe

Don’t they see that I MOM takes care of her three

Don’t they see the frustration of the way that life is and has been treating me

yet all the tears and love pouring out to protect the kids from understanding and seeing

Don’t they see that I am doing al that I can to change this reality

Don’t turn on the kids and bully them or me because you are blind to see the true realities of what is really happening and taking place

DAMN!! They act as if this single mom of three is a criminal and is stalking her pray to bring back and feed the starving fierce monsters inside

Like we’re a starving pack of wolves circled close around in time to make an attack REALLY!!! insane

Being a single mom is not easy as itself

then to add drama… REALLY?

I am human

I do feel

I can hide and be a hermit if I wanted to

I can walk away and free myself

yet instead I stay and fight to be there for my family and protect my kids

Can you not see that keeping them safe and happy is all that is in me

Stop bullying me and definitely stop the child bullying with my children

you are staff of a school

you are here to plan kids futures and teach and help learn

Do your right jobs and STOP trying to find faults in me and my family and trying to make me out to be a monster I am not,

never have been, and never expect to be It’s never been me I couldn’t even hurt a fly if I even try.

I am only doing what I can to help provide as a decent mom SHOULD.

I am fighting rights to live and survive

I am being strong even thru all you are giving me as well as a life of too much medical hell as well

Is this not a free country

what happened to freedom of speech

Go reach out and condemn those who deserve your bully

the real criminals

the real no goods low life’s


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Posted by on February 27, 2015 in Uncategorized


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The Mike Stollings Story About His Son Jeramie

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Posted by on February 25, 2015 in Uncategorized


New Page Stuff

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Posted by on February 7, 2015 in Uncategorized


Sunlight Of Earth

A fine line drawing straight into the glimmering sunshine
A deep hole wide open into earths soul
a rain drop that’s fallen to bring in new growth to life already there
a seedling placed to sprout new roots
a heart to fill the deep hole with pure water
strong soil to cover the hole
and love to help feed the earth to nourish the roots and grow the seedlings
so the seedlings grow healthy and strong
A glimmer of light shining to make things shine, sparkle, and bright

this is the sunlight of earth which makes all life live

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Posted by on February 6, 2015 in Poetry


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Sit And Watch Your Life Fade To Fate

When you feel bogged down as if your life has been pulled beneath the ground

like you’ve been swallowed whole and no one was around to watch the view

Like a train is running over top of you and the tracks alone

when nothing is going right and it’s pulling you down with nowhere to run

When your daily routine has become so hectic that it fills your eyes with tears you cry

your head begins to spin with time

your heart sends you into panics and you get so overwhelmed that you can’t think straight

you begin to shake

you begin to sway

you watch as you see in and out of life’s fades

Knees start to wabble

and you watch in awe as hue around you begins to change as well

You feel like running yet have no way to get away

always praying that tomorrow brings a better day.

while nothing around you is going your way

you have consequences that you need to make

You need things to happen that you have no choice in them

as you sit there and watch the life you knew fade away

Unable to choose or change a thing you sit and watch your life fade to fate

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Posted by on February 4, 2015 in Uncategorized


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Two Hidden Hearts

Can you hear it

can YOU hear it


Can you

Can you hear it

thud thud

drum drum

it goes

thud thump thud thump thud thump

bump bump bump

The drumming sound of two hidden hearts becoming one

can you hear it

It’s the beating sound of two hearts simultaneously beating together as one

When two people are so in love the become like one and nothing else around matters anymore

They become two hidden hearts

thud thud

drum drum

thud thump thud thump thud thump

the hearts beat rhythm of bump bump bump

two hidden hearts is just what

we’ve become not living for ourselves anymore

Two hidden hearts beating together as one from this moment on

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Posted by on February 1, 2015 in Uncategorized


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