Crying sitting on the stairwell
Wishing that I could run away
to be with you…
by your side….
Holding you in my arms
Hand in hand
Arms around you holding you tight
Not to fight this battle alone with you is where I belong
To stay by your side
helping you to fight this fight
Is where I really want to be
With you, and you here with me.
Looking into your eyes with tears filling mine….I don’t care just as long as I am with you here
Helping you get well and me on my vwry own too
With you is really where I belong
Holding yiu so tight for you to battle and win this fight
Making you win and not battle Anymore
Never to take or loose your hand.
Been fighting this for five yeaea.
Not to loose you.
To truly give my life for you to live
If only I had the choice
If life for us meant spending each day together in the hospital to be able to keep you safe and me by your side i’d be okay with thag to be sure that you stay safe and I can be with you as you are mine
This was not what I had invisioned for Twenty Thirteen in anyway
I only looked forward to the hapiness of the big coming day to soon set away
looking forward to becoming a happy family indeed
Being with you forever was once my dream
But it had always remained a distant reality
Something I had set as a goal in my life to finally find and be with my special dream guy
You were all I ever talked about shared photos of and kissed every shot I had just to get that chance throughout fate
Hoping for magic to find it’s way
I never saw this coming with you fighting to survive and chancing being taken away.
this is not how I had planned twenty thirteen to begin our future reality, our dreams
We all were so happy
We had everything all layed out and planned down patent
I miss talking to you everynight
I miss you being goofy with me even when I am most pissed or upset
I miss you telling me everything will be alright when I am overwhelmed or stressed inside
I miss you telling me all about Abby and all else going on that I have missed along the way.
I miss that goofy smile always brightening up my day
I need you here to be by my side
Day by day and everynight
