I want to be everything you see fit for me
Yet I can’t even see a size that feels compfortable to me
I try and try to look past what’s within the eye
yet the content and safe feeling just runs away.
You honestly mean the world to me.
But contentment is not my best thing within life right now
I want to show you how true that my feelings are but with you not here to show
it makes it hard when I open up best within my compfort within my home
Each Day I talk to you makes an even better smile to share the day after
while my thoughts remain on the could be’s
I relive by staying stuck in fear and doubts that the days will never become to where I really would love us to be
Lost with myself, my life, and even more lost without you
how I feel with much of my time I share as all the time goes by
Thoughts stay stuck and remain on you
when I would rather show them to you while I am there with you
“Don’t try to figure out what other people want to hear from you; figure out what you have to say. It’s the one and only thing you have to offer.” Barbara Kingsolver
