Mystery Untold

Where you live an everyday constant unknown in life you live in life with unanswered questions and fight
Never knowing what the next day to come will bring or what shall bring you inside.
With nothing to render and no more to hide
You live out your life to full with so much unanswered  and so many a mystery building inside.
Nothing seems firm or fit together
Nothing learned alone or lost in faith
Everything with mystery and so may more paths unfound.
Life under construction and new journeys and secrets still be found while fantastical things like are mermaids real or not
still have so much time ahead for you to still continue to ask.
With answers still waiting to be found.
I continue to hold hope and belief that all is possible and maybe one day this one answer will be next to be learned as my hope continues on while mystery untold still sits alone in the unknown.

My Thoughts Remain

I want to be everything you see fit for me

Yet I can’t even see a size that feels compfortable to me

I try and try to look past what’s within the eye

yet the content and safe feeling just runs away.

You honestly mean the world to me.

But contentment is not my best thing within life right now

I want to show you how true that my feelings are but with you not here to show

it makes it hard when I open up best within my compfort within my home

Each Day I talk to you makes an even better smile to share the day after

while my thoughts remain on the could be’s

I relive by staying stuck in fear and doubts that the days will never become to where I really would love us to be

Lost with myself, my life, and even more lost without you

how I feel with much of my time I share as all the time goes by

Thoughts stay stuck and remain on you

when I would rather show them to you while I am there with you

“Don’t try to figure out what other people want to hear from you; figure out what you have to say. It’s the one and only thing you have to offer.”  Barbara Kingsolver

Simply All About Me

You watch me from a distance in silence and spirit
You circle round over the land and keeping youth eye on me from a glance.
Keeping me under observance and protected as best that your can
Soaring high above to kept out from sight I know you already know my feelings and what I think
Guiding me in flight with every raising height
Only trying your very best to keep me close and safe.
Taking me under your wing as any friend. That would you continue to stand by me and make me feel stable and at ease. 
Making me feel happy and free
Making me feel everything best and simply all about me.


You Are The Difference- VOTE TODAY

Each year we gamble about what to do or not do
about what should change and what should stay same
each year a new debate about what’s working and what’s Hurting and hindering us
be the voice
speaks your mind
take the vote
YOU CAN be that difference in the next year coming tommorow
Stop being the listening ear monitoring everyone else’s change
help be the change for your better days
say praise that it will work this time and HELP make it right
Make some noise
do an uproar
ONLY YOU hold the keys to a better community, economy and government that we see.
YOU are the Difference

The Voids Of My Own Desires … Adult Rated

I lye alone in the dark of night
with you filling my head within my mind
getting steamy and hother within my thoughts feeling my body begin to warm up. desperate for a nice kiss and a lot of caress and touch. All turned on and loose with my heart ready to feel ecstasy with you. A hard thumping heart and throbbing pulsing between my legs. I am craving you beside me and deep inside. feeling so relaxed and just what I want. this feeling I have is just not enough.I need the real thing. You in my bed with me, passionate as ever with you beside me. My whole body going numb. my breasts tender, swollen and pulsing for more. you just are not there to fullfill my needs more. my thoughts focused so hard on what could be but I cant get nothing more. I want you now. I want yout here. fulfilling the void of my own desires. I can’t handle the crave anymore. The throbbing is too much and I want more.