Hands trembling, fingers tapping
Breathing fast
Blood rushing throughout their veins
Your heart pounding against your chest
Pulsing with every beat
Hot sweats start in and adrenaline begins
You become figety and jittery
As you begin the taping of a pen
You sit back and listen
still trying to relax
Listening to the silence
feeling all alone the only sound around is the whirring of a fan
The interview begins
While you quietly pray
You listen to his questions
Unsure of what to say or reply
You only pray it be all words of good that you honestly say
Still racing as you sit there in that seat you can do nothing more but await the next question he has in store
Hating this nerve racking uncomfortable feeling
You sit in silence
So honestly intense
Your nerves begin making you jittery and stutter your speech with each and every sentence which you try to speak
Impossible…
You say to yourself
With a moment to think
Telling yourself you failed
Saying with lack of words so that no one hears
You say there’s no way that they’ll choose me
Yet a still smaller voice with a loud whisper says shut up now..don’t talk like that
One small flicker of a flame in your heart holding on and holding you tall
You tell yourself
keep hope dear, no worries here
We are still in the running
Stay very near
So patiently you sit back and continue to respond as you slow you slow your breathing
and hold on to that remain one tiny flame of hope nestled so deep within
In hopes that this one tiny flame will hold on strong enough to keep on its own feet
Keeping in front running for the spot
Okay…relax…
Your almost done here
You’ve made it this far don’t bail out now
Weather you win or loose
Your already suceeding by being here
Either way good or bad
This will shed some light upon your next path or door
Good luck
I think as I focus and pray that all I have said and done will have favor on me
Knowing in the end God will provide a way
I tell you this is all normal
With any interview or meeting that you may attend
Although I must admitt I do not remember such an intensity last time the interview and I met
Wow! Ease up on me some…
You don’t understand
This feeling of intense is bringing me to meet the uncomfortables at hand
Reminding myself one more time I as I say…Stay focused and relaxed all will be okay, and in the end it was and I pulled thru strong.
No matter if I win or loose I am still holding strongest number one for me
