Love Is Not Just Words Of A Wonderful Fairytale

I lay in my bed thinking over my life realizing with myself just how important you are with me
Realizing just what life woul be like laying next to you at night and waking bedside you at day
Not having anything to think or discuss except things which have happened to me,or the memories and virtual life of you and I and the web of today which is most of what you and I see
That seems to be where we mostly would be to meet
but I still question when will that day finally come and be
I have been waiting so long holding my hopes and dreams of seeing that day yet still not knowing when that day will be
I hold different memories of your life with me here cherishing things that I have liked and seen of the you that I know on here that I have held onto and kept close by to me
I know that one day I will gain ownership of the one most beautiful rock in life that you wear forever just after one day
But reality in this dream is still forthcoming for me
I have not had this special day written amongst the sky yet for me
However I know that there is still hope for this one day
Till then I hold true to the faith and believing that this will truely happen one day but for now this is the life God has handed to me in the current skies. Where is he when will we be I aka myself o er and over again but have not yet seen an answer for me.
One the day that I receive my rock I am sure that will be the day that you see me cry
I am very strong all the way around, but even emotions no matter how strong can crumble beneath to the ground
That will be the day you will see my floods and I will know that love is not just words of a wonderful fairytale even with the love that may seem so real