Sweet child with many a distinctiveness about you
in a estranged world that you don’t even really yet know
with such beauty you share and you know
gleaming and shining from within
as you begin to learn and grow
with secrets and stories already of you very own
for you to share and show helping others out in voice throughout the rest of your life
things you may not even know or realize right now but then when you are old enough you one day will know
you have done well so far for even only being one
your spirit is a fighter holding strong to your voice of whatever comes near that you know should not be
now you have undergone something not many would ever see
your fighting a fight hopefully so that you may not grow into a life of that like me
you are strong and have a strong will for the life and love you do already know
however you need to wake now sweet child
you’re in your new beginning and so many are still awaiting to see you once again
your daddy loves you
he chose this to try to help and protect you
but now sweet child
your daddy is still awaiting you
your father in heaven knows best your life you will face
but daddy knows what he believes best as your guardian on earth
as you were the gift given to him for him to provide a guarded and protected life for you
these are things that you may not understand as such a young child
but there are things that we as the parents still don’t even understand either and we are already grown
Sweet child daddy needs you
wake little angel of his
it’s time to go home
daddy’s exhausted and worn from waiting so long
and he needs rest for himself and you little one
open your eyes
open up your mind
relax and hold fast in spirit
let your life begin fresh once more and new
with the fighter you are I believe in you
I know that daddy does too
if he didn’t he would not have done this trying to help and protect you
your procedure is done you have done well
hopefully now the seizures will no longer affect you
I myself pray that everyday for you
that you hopefully may never have to live this life I have
but now sweet child you need to come home and wake for daddy so he knows that you will soon
everyone is awaiting you to return and when you do I am sure there will be some great celebration and shared joy only just for you
you have fought a good fight and soon will begin to feel around in this new life
you were daddy’s miracle once in life by already being given to him
now you are in ICU finished the procedure everyone hoped may hopefully help you
I have seen miracles many in my days
I believe that you being here is not going to be your only miracle
I know there are more that will be performed and shown inside of you and to you personally in your own little world in time as you grow
sweet child daddy needs you
it’s time now that you wake up
your life has just begun
daddy put all of his selfishness inside and pride away
doing this for you my child to hopefully live a brighter and better way
not knowing if he did right
he only could hope and pray that he did what is right within his eyes
if he ever needed you most
sweet child tis now
with all his heart and all his soul
his intentions were his deep filled love for you
he opened himself of where he did not even want to bear
to see you safe and silence for your faults that you had no control
doing all he has done just for you
in desperate for only the best for you
you have made it and conquered one of your hardest hills
we believe still in you and all obstacles that may still arrive
It’s your life for to live the way that you believe
with everyday choices you make
your life is yours
live it now as you would with you
remembering the world you know
wake up child
daddy needs you
let the real beauty within your heart come shine thru
you were made to fulfill a purpose that was only meant for you your lovesong for you to share
be the sweet child and beautiful girl everyone is waiting for
choose your path and change the way things are
look through the eyes of this little girl that you know you are
there could never be another you except you
he wants to hold you once again in his arms
safe in his arms even if the world around you may be falling apart
he is waiting for you
we all love you
dedicated to lil paw who is just fourteen months old
and went thru double shunt surgery today
