Here I Sit Thinking

Here I am sitting here

thinking of things out of the blue

about memories we’ve had

about things we’ve withstood

what is coming to be

of this future we see

awaiting my thoughts of you to be free

feeling things never felt before

thinking thought which were never there

seeing different paths created by us for us

waiting to still be traveled by us

pouring out my heart

missing you so

these are things that I can’t even predict

awaiting you is the hardest right now

while the trials we’ve faced were sometimes tough but true

Here I sit thinking of you

pouring out my full heart to you

though right now I am fully missing you

so I’ll just return to thinking of you

The Test Of Time

The test of time is a trying thing

it withstands the action of patience

reveals the change in times

it is the history of all life upon this world we know

the test of time comes from everything we do

it is the hardest thing to practice in life

many a thing consist of the test of time

you never know what will happen next

it is a day-to-day test

the test of time creates many memories

it makes you use your skills of thinking and of the brain

keeping up with time is never easy

it sometimes can get in the way

the test of time is all its own

it is not something ever planned

it’s something to be grasped within your hand

it’s not  something you can see with your eyes

it’s not something you can smell or hear

the test of time can not be tasted

the test of time can not be revealed in pictures or words

trying to explain the tes of time is not an easy task

you can not know the test until you have passed it by

this is how the test  of time story goes

it never can be changed

we have to go with how our book goes revealing the test of time

the test of time is what reveals our journey in life

the test of time is never the same

it is not something that be stopped

the test of time is reality of hand

Something Different In The Air

I awoke this morning after a very good night’s rest

amazingly one of the best

feeling well rested and refreshed I awoke in a gentle mood

I looked around in search of you as I always would

knowing your always there is comforting wothin itself

though this morning something was different in the air

I noticed a difference in the air

just as of something wasn’t the same

looking around I noticed things that were on last night when I fell asleep

had been changed and turned off over night

feeling warmth and comfort inside

you brought me to the subtle feeling of relief

Knowing you were there and had been there through the night

 as you always are

just felt different this time

something I have noticed the past two times

with your eyes always on me

it helps me to feel content and safe

it’s when you’re not near and I can’t find you

 that my heart and mind begin to stumble

a heart full of loneliness is always depressing and tough

however a heart that does not have to search and knows you are near is comforting in itself

 brings out the light in me and helps me to feel protected

no longer in search of the empty need

I know that you are always there and it makes me feel at my best

I like the differences I have begun to see it settles me

relaxing my restless soul

feeling you there gives me comfort within me

letting me feel your warm and strong embrace

you’re welcome to give me your company anytime

for this feeling I will not and shall not complain

I am glad you were here today and feel content with this throughout the day

Knowing you here will keep me focused today

nothing will come between us now

this is how I should feel everyday

now I am happy

bright with glow that will out shine me where ever I go

thanks for keeping me in your tight embrace while slept the night away

thanks for letting me see the something different today

with a quiet breeze

a gentle current in the flow

I see that there is something different in the air today than was before

Apples And Seeds

Round, red and delicious

this little ball lives in a tree

with a wonderful and prominent sharp taste

bold and delicious is what this could be

with many other tastes and color’s

it comes single or in a bunch

so many things or ways of this use

it is shiny and bold in color very tasty

with a little black tear falling from each one

symbolizing new life ahead

beginning the cycle again

and each seed simple unique

in each way

Angel’s Way

With wings of diamonds so beautiful

that spread as far as a sea and beyond

hair that is long silk and curly

wearing a beautiful white dress

as wind blows throughout her hair

a smile that shine’s all over earth

 showing light and love everywhere she goes

knowing of the words before anyone else does

a messanger of God to help people know the way

guiding them down paths they never would of thought of

to lead them to the paths of good

keeping them in the light away from the shadows of the dark and night

beautiful even more as ever before

each year staying the same

never aging a day always the same

leading you each day till the end of time

when all will fall and then there will be nothing more

Sunrise At Sea

As the sun rises on the horizon you are sitting on the bench upon the sand.The sea at it’s high peak pushing shells ashore. You look above the horizon and see a pod of dolphins playing just amongst the breakers. Watching them in awe you sit and Just stare watching their play diving deep into the waves and others jumping just off shore. Then off beyond the dolphins at play you see many a boats on this beautiful day. With the sun rising and shining bright you can see a shimmer on the big wide open sea. Looking like a reflection of the shining on ahead you sit in mellow upon your bench. Fisherman come over the dunes to see if they could catch a bite today. While down the beach there are some children rerunning in play upon the sand. Lifegaurds are blowing their whistle at those who are not observing the beach rules.  People running at the edge of the waves practicing and gaining their daily excersise. Such a beautiful day today as the sun rises past the horizon in many colors of random reds, yellows and pinks with some purple edges splattered thruout with a mix of blue and whites. No clouds in the sky today as you sit in sollitude on the bench today. You begin to hear the crashing waves amongst the shoreline and Seagulls overhead. Still watching the fishermen you try to see how well finishing seems to be as you think of getting your very own rod together to throw out to sea wondering what there could be out there in the mellow sea. One fisherman brings in a skate you see most likely fishing will be nothing today.  Wondering when the blues will run as you haven’t seem them in a very longtime. You sit back and ponder where they could be. After a day of sitting in the sun you begin to need rest and food now. For you have had a long long day. You need food as your beginning to feel dehydration setting in with not a drop of water at your side. Your stomach starts to rumble as you have been out all day and it is time for lunch now. You pack up your flip flops, your book and key then head to the car to find somewhere to eat. With a wonderful day at sea you tell yourself after lunch it’s time to rest finish up and head home to take a slight nap. Returning home you put down your stuff heading into bed to lay your sweet little head upon you soft fluffy pillow. Once you begin to rest you dream about your day and then in wonder of what tommorrow may bring.

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A Dog Named Jewel

There once was a dog named jewel

this dog was named jewel

this dog had gotten the name jewel from miners while he was just a pup

Jewel had protected and rescued many miners within the mines

 She was also able to sniff out any jewels within the mine before any miners could

Jewel had always been a special dog and everyone knew it

with a copper and red sleek coat

she’d stay out in the sun at the entrance of the mine like a burning fire embracing the night sky

as she grew older from a pup she had gotten wounded herself in the mines

when the miners said their goodbyes and took her in to the hospital to turn her into them as a stray that she had been

the hospital cleaned her wounds and recovered her health and depressed heart

 she was no longer able to run the ruins of the mines anymore from the injuries that she sustained

however when she was all better the hospital put Jewel up for rescue and adoption

soon after a father and his young boy came into the hospital to stop by to see what pups they could take home

searching the announcements for several prospects looking for good homes

they came across Jewels and immediately fell in love with her

together they knew she was the puppy for them

especially for the little boy to have again a new friend and companion

which this was very important to his father for he had just not long before lost his mother

so they set in an application to give Jewel the best care and good loving home that she had needed to go home somewhere

not even a week had passed when the phone had rung and the young boy picked it up suddenly before his father could do so

answering he said “Hello, you there?”

on the other end a women responded “yes” is this the Williams?

the boy answered “I get daddy hang on”

with that his father took the phone and in a subtle calming voice replied “Hello, Willas Williams here”

the women on the other end said “hello mr Williams, this is the animal hospital calling”

“Sir did you put in an application for  adoption of a young pup?”

with an excited and hope filled voice he replied “yes”

the women then interrupted and said “we got and read your profile adoption application and  we feel that you are the best fulfilled candidate for Jewels”  she continued “Jewels is a very special and wonderful pup who came from a world of stories and history”

“Mr Willas when could you come get her”

with excitement still in his voice he replied

“right now, we’ll come immediately”

looking at his young son he hung up the call

the boy asked “Daddy what’s going on”

his father replied “Son get your coat on we have to take a run into town”

doing as his father had asked he ran for his coat and then to the truck

his father climbed in and began the ignition

 not saying a word for he had wanted to surprise his boy

as they approached the hospital the father said

“I thought we’d go take a ride into town to see how the adoption was doing”

not letting the boy in on the fact that was what the phone call was

when they approached the desk the women behind the counter said

“hello, may I help assist you with something”

Mr. Willas Williams responded

 “yes we’d like to see how Jewel is coming along”

“we’d like to take her home”

the boy said “Pa are you sure we can do that”

with a wink and a twinkle in his eyes he looked down at his son and said

“you’ve got to believe son”

as he told his son those words the women returned and said

“Mr. Willas I just need you to sign some small forms, it’s protocol for every adoption case”

when he had finished the papers the clerk replied

“here you go Mr. Willas she is all yours. please enjoy your new addition”

as she then handed Jewel over to Mr. Willas Willams

The boy terrifically excited said

“dad does this mean she is ours”

The father replied “she is ours son”

together the now three Williams returned home with their new jewel

from that day forth the boy was happier than ever

and had forgotten how depressed and  lonely he had been from the loss of his mother

his father felt accomplishment and satisfaction for he had done exactly what he had gone out to do

to find a new friend and companion for this little boy who had missed his mom so

no matter where the boy went Jewel always remained nearby and at his side protecting this boy in every way

 the two lived happily ever after as best friends

Mr. Willas was proud and relaxed as his son was definitely once again happy

The Young Man, Angel And Wolf

As the wolf runs as fast as he can througout the forrest

 He finds a young man lying unconcious on the ground

The protector that the wolf is he lays down

under the shade of the tree to keep safe watch over the young man

within the shadows he stay till the sun arose the next day

then apeared in the mist of the early day an angel

within the glistening light of the sun

Her hair was so soft like that of soft baby rabbits

her eyes so wide, bright and beautiful

her wings as graceful as those of the flight of an eagle

together they awaited the young man to awake

when he finally wakes and rises to his feet

as the wolf takes his side to protect him

seeing that he is safe not to colapse and fall

as the angel takes his stare

as she gently explains that she was sent to be with him

to protect him saving his life

as he had taken a great fall down the steep revene

the angel told the wolf to always remain at his side

for if he should look death in the face again he will not be saved next time

so taking the young man under his sight

 they traveled together in search of the freedom of life

for the claiming of his plot of the land

with the race against time

this man ran his route in search of his land

cross river bed and wheat feilds he runs till he

finally spots his claim

with every single fight he won to give this land his name

stood the wolf by his side protecting him with fight and dominancy

he stuck his flag within his land

together the stood tall as they began to build a home on where they stood

this was how the young man became a hero then

with his new home

he sat in watch and took soldiers in as wounded they came

for this was his life

He did not want to see the fall of yet another man fall who fell wounded at his land

bringing them in one by one his wolf and he began their new journey

saving the soldiers outside his front door who they themselves were wounded in the war

helping them out he waited till they were well

then together he and wolf took them to find their own land

 forgetting the horrible trials of the war

this was the story of the young man, angel and wolf

You

You bring me up when I am down

you help to turn my views of life around

you see thru me like noone does

you make happy when I am sad

you give me compfort when I need you most

you complete me where I have fine line cracks seperating my inner person

you complete me like no one else can

you bring the sun to me even if there is rain

you erase my sadness making me wake up

you give me company when I am lonely

you let me cry on your shoulder when I need a good cry

you give me a hug when I can nolonger cry

you brighten my day in every way

you are my everything

you are my life long dream

you hold onto the love I have

keeping it locked away

where you only hold the key

for no one else to enter in

you understand me when no one else can

you are a frien when I need a friend

what better could I ask for in life that you

we can discuss anything with no mis communication

you are angel i need

your my true one and only

In Search Of Peace – Trey Love

I think of you each day

With my heart filled with sad song

watching from a window

of a computer screen just to follow how you are doing

you’re a tiny soul so young

with such a tiny brain

your live you were given in such a sad shame

they’re not giving you long only four to six weeks more in time

I sit here wondering what your last days you will have shall be

there is never a single day that I don’t wonder and pray for you to have still another day

In search of peace

there’s not much I know about neuroblastoma

but what things I have read and seen are a sure shame for any little life it’s seen

Life in itself is hard enough

then to give a life-like you’ve lived is not one that I could even try to imagine

You are so young with such a big heart

so many have loved you throughout time thus far

they will continue for much longer ever more I am sure

what will your last wish be I wonder

I wish there were more to be done

but somewhere very soon you’ll see the real sun shining brighter than ever than it ever has before

where then you will become a real man and be there with him

with your eternal life then

I know than you will be happier than ever you have been so far

and the people you love and who love you most will be satisfied

as never before as they will then realize that you are suffering no more

no more tears will be shed from that day on for they will know that you have settled safe with him

there at God’s right hand to lay your final rest down next to him

by his feet there you will stay as he then will care for you as he always had everyday before

rest little man you have outstood a good life and your story of love and hope will always live on

living on in all those who knew you best

loving you thru each step that you faced

helping you to have overcome and  outlive this new name in fame

doing nothing more than just being in search of peace

with love and stronger hope for all

Trey Love

a subtle name in my local community

facing the battle with

neuroblastoma

so young in time

you’ve truly outlived that name telling your story all so far

for everyone to learn and know

you’ve opened doors of hope for others

who are facing your same tragic needs

 from this horrible monster of disease

who live their lives still in search of peace

rest easy tiny child you’ve done enough

it’s time for your rest so you will finally feel your best