Here in an unknown environment I sit and think. Life seemimng a bit more complicated with each waking light. My brain so smart it begins to hurt at times, my life so quiet I mellow within my own. I see a man I love so dear yet trulely knowing him within is so different still. It is like a different brand of shoes brand new…. You like them but when you go for the fit it just does not stand in. My minds a boggle in situations of life.Yet when I am near him my heart just continues to float. I know not now what hides beyond door number 3 for each move I take put me within another new journey of the unknown lands.
Daily Archives: January 27, 2011
You’re all I ever think about, you’re my mind and soul.
You’re all I ever think about. You’re what makes me whole.
Your my light in the dark of the night. your my sun brining me a smile again.
You’re all I ever think about. My thoughts always growing nearer to you.
your my key into a life of the deep unknown.
My sand on a beach who continues me well and makes me known.
You’re my everything.
You’re my midnight’s dream.
Wherever you go I will follow.
Shall we never part or say goodbye.
Stay with us always each day till we die.
My love is larger and falling hard, I don’t want to fall too hard to hit the ground.
Pick me up and brush me off.
This life of ours i do not yet know but sone one day will never to be alone. I love you now and forevermore,
This little lady is ready to open the christmas door.
My dream only a glowing realm over my head. Turn it to magic and add in BELIEVE. This day will come as soon as it should.
There will be be nomore living in slum of the hood. Turn into tommorrow, and make us believe.
Don’t cry as I watch from the otherside wishing and hoping that this day will come, that together we become one in a true family.
Stars- Jan 14, 2011
stars that twinkle in the sky
Stars that lay across the sky
Stars that shine so bold and bright
Stars that glisen in the night.
Stars of jesus birth above
stars that show the way for us in love
Stars that lead us in the directions bound
Stars that shimmer throughout the town
Here we are sitting beneath them
Gazing into eaches eyes
souly perfect in ones gaze yet life around us like a maze
Yet no matter how easy or tough things seem
one special thing always remains.
You my dear are heaven sent
down to me to make me happy
You lil one are forever my special shining star.
whispering winds traveling by.
whisping throughout the branches and trees.
Blowing on in like a spirit floating by.
With icy cold breeze bringing chills to your spine.
Headaches rush in…in the middle of the night.
Tears drowning you within your eyes.
All this really no big surprise.
With an uneasy sense of a hush blanketing the sky.
My eyes filling like they want to cry.
My heart beeting wild like a raging wild bull.
giving at chance for that special glance.
Hands nose and mouth loosing full sense of things to do.
My world crashing hard upon this place thay call earth.
before my rest falls short again.
hands trembling at this fear, that no one’s left for me to hear it or see you.
Rapid pulses with every breathe.
Feelings of hope of nothing left…
a door closes with this wind while another is open leaving open for the small gap of sunlight to shine to beeming in,
Not a drop or ray or a drop of pure light just tears of rays seeping the night.
Here I am drowning in this place called life.
All around me living on edge or uderground.
Tears falling like rain umongst my face from my eyes.
Holding in my heart this lifeless love of one flame of hope holding me here.
Wising each day that we’d honestly get there.
Feeling unsure with nothing but breeze entering through this wide open door.
My emotions high and heavey ready to cry again of the tears which just won’t stop.
Life holding me in one locked in place unable to find the button of release.
Hope running slim to none, yet somehow still holding on.
Thinking each day of a new tomorrow, a better tomorrow.
drowning within myself filling my very lungs i breath with filling them with fluid that won’t disperse anywhere.
Living this lifeless love, the only love i now know.
hot chocolate can stay
cozy up in a blanket,
put in a movie is the good snowy day life for me
O’ but the kids disappointed,
they can’t go out and play
ok okay wipe those tears away
igloos and forts
sledding and snow angels
much, much more…
Ok snowy days
I guess we can play
I’ll put my adult life away for now
returning to my childhood filled with dreams
looking into natures eyes of the fun at play in these every snowy days